Honestly, I have been in a funk lately. I don’t like it but I don’t know how to kick this feeling either. Maybe this just isn’t my week. Or maybe it’s just gotten to be too much. “You’re not allowing yourself to hurt. You’re not giving yourself the space to grieve. You want to make it work or move on and those are the only choices you’re giving yourself. You don’t want to be sad because you think it’s a sign of weakness. But you need to know that it is okay to be sad and to grieve and to cry. Because that’s the only way you can feel better again. I can see that you’re sad and you’re hurting.” It wasn’t easy at all to hear someone tell me exactly what I was doing. I knew that’s exactly what I was doing all along but I never admitted it. And in all honesty, I really don’t want to show anyone my weakness but that act is falling apart… and I don’t know how to be better or to be happy again. At this point I would kill just to feel okay, even just the slightest bit….